Almost four

I need to be saved
from the excessive bleeding of my heart
or the anoying pain deep in the pit of my stomach
its almost four
and i feel i almost lost her
just the same exact way
i thought i almost had her.
i need to be saved
from my many tears I cry into my pillow
or the weight of my unreciprocated love
its almost four
and almost all my fears are back
just the same exact way
i almost wanted to believe she didnt love her.
I need to be saved
from the lonliness and the emptiness
or the fact i literally feel like shit
its almost four
i almost said goodbye
and that same exact minute
i almost wanted to die.