MARCH.

I remember everything. I’d let our song “something special” by Usher play and reminiscence. I’d remember how your body felt against mine, how good your lips felt against mine, how you were “needy” all through and when I tried taking weed for the first time and messed everything, taking the light off on my tummy. I still have the burn and you have my tank top with the burnt hole on it. I had never been so open with anyone before. It was all new to me. I want you more than anything now. Its like a drug…

Now I have got you, now I have got March.  We shall not be robbed. We wouldn’t need to be any where else. We don’t need to be confined to that same room that reeks of sex and weed to have a blissful moment. No more rejections or torture just willingness and enthusiasm. Everything will be perfect like the gods planned for us.

This time it shall be different. Our love making shall be divine. The air would be filled with my satisfied moans and sweet feminine sounds, your labored breathing and groans, as we “dwelve” into the unknown. It shall be complete this time. We shall be complete. There would be no reason to worry or run. For we shall have world and time to ourselves. We shall make love in land and water. We shall let the water will slid down our joined bodies. Our lovelorn souls will find that wonderful place where miracles happen. And indeed it shall be perfect.

Words of promise from November to March.

We are not children anymore

We had always been so close. When we were kids,  we’d play kid games together, mess around with the sand, run around butt naked, and drink the water from the rain. We used to be a pain to both our parents with all the mischief we caused. We grew older, we remained playmates. We went off to the same primary school, always together. We shared everything. As I grew older I became shy. I started growing breasts and you started hanging out with the boys more often. I couldn’t change in front of you anymore, and I had started having weird thoughts about you. I wondered if you understood sometimes. I missed the times we had before when nothing seemed to matter. I started worrying about stuff, how I looked, my hair, my face. I started looking pretty just to see you. I did steal my moms lipstick and smear it over my mouth, I’d steal her perfume to smell good..just for you. Holding hands with you now seemed weird and I’d think about it, how your hands felt in mine for hours when I got back home. Then when you told me you had feelings for me, my heart melted in joy. We were both so naïve, you would peck me  on my cheek and I would giggle shamelessly. Then we got much older. You pulled me to the corner of the street and kissed me fully on the mouth, your lips teased mine in the most delightful manner, your tongue intertwining with was magical. You showed me what a real kiss felt like. You created feelings in me that I didn’t understand. After that day, we kissed every time, everywhere, we became addicted to it. It brought some kind of intimacy we both enjoyed.  You started fondling me, touching me in my delicate places. You seemed to be fascinated by my breasts, you would tug at them all day. You would put your hand under my skirt to feel the skin in my inner thighs. On that fateful day, we were at your place watching a movie. No one was home. We started kissing again. This time you took my up to your room and told me to undress. I obeyed, taking off a piece of clothing at a time till I stood fully naked before you. I was red with embarrassment. You took my hands and told my I was beautiful. My heart sang.  I loved you so much it hurt. You touched me everywhere, your hands took my small  breasts and squeezed them , I felt you touch me in places I had never been touched before. You took off your clothes and then you put your penis inside of me. I cried out in pain.  You started to move inside me. I felt you occupy all of me, your huge penis in my feminine tightness, the pain was unbearable. I closed my eyes and bit my lips. Things were never going to be the same after that.

The diet that saves 

Carbohydrates has been noted as a deadly killer. It is the meal with the highest quantity of sugar and fat. If the fat isn’t worked off right, it is stored in the body, which gradually leads to obesity.  It carries lots of sugar which causes diabetes also. It is good to eat healthy and on time. It has been advised that meals should not be taken into the body after 6pm so the body is able to digest the food you eat. People have large tummies because they eat late. Note this. My story begins here.  So my dad was told he was diabetic and there was lots of sugar found in his blood. They made him get drugs to start taking. This worried my dad and he sent his medical tests results and the name of the drugs to his doctor friend in Italy. He then got to know that the drugs were for life, that once he started he would forever continue with them. This friend then put him on a diet that would reduce his sugar level. He went on this diet for a month before going back to the doctor’s. His sugar level had reduced.  The doctors were astonished like it was a miracle. But it wasn’t.  it was the diet. Doctors in Nigeria in general do not really care about the welfare of their patients, they are all about prescribing drugs so that they sell their drugs. This is bad. This diet cure my dad of something he would have to take drugs for a lifetime to cure. He continues on this diet still. The diet is also a slimming diet of course. To me it sucks but oh well, its healthy. Thank God we don’t get to eat the same thing tho J

·      1.    Lots of green. Different types of green: green vegetables, garden egg leaf,  carrots, tomatoes, etc.

·        2.  The only thing he eats after six pm is fruits: water melon, paw paw, apples, oranges, and banana. Eat fruits everyday.

·     3.     Wheat  instead of semolina and eba.

·     4.     Of course no more sugar, ice cream, cookies, junk food

·       5.   No more beef, only chicken and fish

·         6. Wheat bread.

·         7. Green, herbal tea taken with lemon, of course no sugar.

·        8.  No white rice, brown rice instead.

·        9.  No oil in his soup (none at all)

·        10.  And lastly lots and lots of exercise.

I seriously dont know why I write these things. But its a talent..dont judge me :)

You touch me once, I feel a thrill go down my spine

You touch me again, my knees go weak I cannot stand anymore

You touch me once more, I cannot stop myself, I moan out loud

You touch me now, I open up. All yours.

Touch me here, touch me there, touch me everywhere

Run your fingers through my hair

Kiss my mouth, no my neck, of course my breasts

Squeeze them and take them into your mouth       

And tease them till they get aroused.

I want to feel your hands everywhere

Make me shiver with delight

Let me understand all that is carnal need

I want you to make me burn in pleasure

Let our hot breaths mingle

And our body heat combine

To create the most wonderful explosion.

So I wrote one of my "special" stories for Duke ♥♥

Life ws different witout Duke..I tried to arrange ma tousled hair…looking in the mirror..recently av bn spending a lot of tym in the bathroom cs I wannid to tnk I gues. I remembered wen he ws stil arnd..tns were much better. He ws mre than a companion..wrk ws mre funn..we’d tlk for hours in my office wen we had ntn to do..we’d make fun of the oda wrkers..have lunch tgeda during break..lots of tns..i dint knw I did miss him ds much. He ws transferred to d companys branch in Abuja…nd I ws stuck here in lagos..nd it sucked real bad..we stil tlkd buh then tns were so awkward dt we prolly dint have nytn to say to each oda atyms..we weren’t even goin out…I wndered if there ws anyone in his life nw tho he dint say nytn like that…I felt confused..i felt so alne. I sighed nd stared into d mirror once mre…I dint have to bother so much on wt I wre nymre cs d excitement I felt each mrning wen picking a dress to wear ws gne..twas funy I js realized hw deep my feelings were for him..i took of my lip stick frm ma purse and re-lined my lips..put it bck into my purse nd shut it then had a last look at my reflection in the mirror before going bck to the office.

Dave ws waiting for me ther..i shook my head in pity..he js didn’t get it..did he..he had bn tryn so hard snc duke left to impress me..he made awful efforts to catch my interest..his dry jokes were so awful I cudnt even pretend to laff nemre. I looked at him nw…he wsnt bad looking..he had good breath..he dressed nice..mst ladies wud love to go out with him buh I dint..i wannid my duke. He ws tlking..saying smtn to me nw..”I ws tnking if we cud have lunch tgeda in the restaurant downstairs” he ws saying…I ws about to give him sm excuse y I wudnt make it wen I hrd duke’s voice…no it cudnt be! I wsnt that obsessed to b hearing his voice in my head..noo. but twas him. he wlkd into my office nd immediately I jumped off my chair so it fell bck making sm disturbing noise…twas like I didn’t hear it..i dint move..i dint blink..i js stood there staring at him lyk id seen sme ghost..

He smiled..dt his smile..”ts like u dint miss me.” He sed.”ur js standing ther..rnt u hapy to see yhr old buddy nymre?” I practically flew into his arms..Dave ws forgotten as I held Duke close. I smelt his perfume..it hadn’t changed..he looked bigger tho..being in his arms, I felt them swallow me..i felt smtn warm flow thru me…lyk ds ws wher I belonged..wher I wannid to be..i duno hw lng we stayed lyk dt..i felt him move b4 I stepped bck..”u look lyk uv bn doin well 4 urself” I sed, eyeing him frm head to toe. “am d very same…” he laffd. i ws mesmerized…I stared at him..assessing err little detail. The wrds “wt r yhu doin here” suddenly escaped frm ma mouth..”u act lyk u dnt wna see me” he sed jokingly. “am here for a month to supervise d new project frm this end..so ama be here for a while” I gave him a glowing smile…”finally!!” he chuckled “that wsnt so hard u knw. He looked at his watch then at d door…”av gtta go nw..there tns av gtta do..ill check on yhu later”. My poor heart ws beating at alarming speed..as I walked back to my table..Dave ws stil ther watching me as I held my chest in disbelief ov wt had js hpnd.

I didn’t see duke again. I gues he ws busy I thought as I left for hme. I had his face, his smile stuck in my head nw. I took off my clothes nd lay on d bed lazy to do anytn bt fantasize bout my Duke. I duno hw lng I ws on my bed buh I ws brought bck to reality by the bell.  Lazy to put on clothes I took my dressing robe to cover my delicate under clothes nd went to see who ws at d door. I almst forgot to breathe wen I saw twas duke standing there at my doorstep. “I heard u had gne wen I ws dne wit d meeting so I came to check on u” I kept staring at him..”r u okay” he askd concerned bout my odd behavior. I stepped back to allow him in. immediately he entered…he took my mouth with his..kissing me softly..then desperately. “I missed u kuku…God! U dnt knw hw lng av waited for this”..i didn’t believe ds ws hpning to me..lyk twas a dream or smtn..one tn I knew..i didn’t wnt to wake up frm ds..never. he ws saying smtn..”…do u knw hw hard I wrked on ds project..hw I manipulated errtn to see yhr face again”…he bit my lips gently. “do u knw hw angry I ws to cm nd see dt dave guy in ur office..i knew hw much dt bastard tried to getchu even wen I ws arnd” he fondled with my hair, kissing my throat lovingly. “do u knw hw many tyms I stayed up at nite tnking of u..wt u were doin..hw u were..” he swallowed hard. “I cudnt bear to be away frm u..i had to cme see u..i cudnt bear d tot of u being wit anoda..” he stared into my eyes. I cud see love nd pain in his. God! I loved him to death. He continued..” my life didn’t seem ryy witout u in it…I kept staring at yhr pictures wen am bored…I called yhr fne even wen I had ntn to say..u duno wt u do to me kuku..hw u drive me crazy” the robe feel of my shoulders..i felt him suck in breath..”tday is my lucky day” he concluded smiling. “I miss yhu” ws  al dt came frm ma mouth..he smiled understanding…wrds were nt enuf to describe all I felt inside..the simple wrds I spke  covered all I felt. I held him close to me..never wnting to let go.he scooped me up in his arms nd carried ,e to the bed room..”I always wannid our first time to be special..nd its goin to be..ill try my best to please u” he grinned widely. I nodded like a dummy.

He took off the remainder of my clothing in the most pleasurable way..caressing me as he did it. I stpped him tho. I wannid to shw him wt had bn on my mind for the past few mnths..i stood up…stil looking him I d eye…I took of my panties in a snake like manner nd advanced towards him wit purpose..”ur clothes r stil on” I sed cooingly. I reached out nd tugged at his shirt…I undid d buttons so fast I felt myself trembling with need as he ws kissing my pussy then..i felt err twirl of his tongue..as they sent shivers thru my spine..his shirt ws off..i held to him for my dear life..i ws falling apart..his tongue wrked magic on me…I ws in sme wonderland..a heaven we bth created for ourselves..”duukee” I moaned. I ran my fingers thru his hair. I felt my self come shamelessly.i pushed him dwn on the bed…”my turn..i  sed smiling wickedly. I flipped my hair back nd kissed him tenderly on the mouth..i let my hands feel d hardness of his arms..i caressed him err way I knew hw to. I dint have much experience buh I loved him err way I cud…I took of his pants impatiently nd his boxers too..he ws hard nd erect..(hehe..see wt I do to u duke)

My hand felt his hardness…they travelled d length of his dick…I imagined hw twud feel if he were inside me…I smiled. I kissed d tip of his penis lovingly before sucking it…I took d whole of him in my mouth..his muffled groan showed me he liked wt I did. I grew bolder nd sucked harder till I felt him come in my mouth. He pulled me up roughly put me dwn on the bed nd entered me…I felt the heat..i felt him..big nd hard occupy err part of me.. I position my hips before I started to move..he followed riding me so hard..i cud feel d intense passion, the heated fervour, the glorified ardour, the delightful excitement. He grabbed my breasts nd fondled them roughly, kissing me hard on the mouth as he did so. I felt my orgasm coming..the waves of pleasure consumed me over and over again till I ws wasted. I felt him cme too..thick inside me..i felt fragile, womanly, sexy. We lay tgeda exhausted..stil joined for a while…wit his arms arnd me..i wannid us to be like ds forever. He moved nd kissed me tenderly on the mouth…”..this ws as wonderful as I had imagined it to be…even better” he sed. “u’d get tired of me nw…I wannid to be sur nd ds..ds has convinced me..i wnt to be wit yhu..to have ds kind crazy sex wit yhu..i wna be by yhrside err nite..to have u in my arms like ds..am nt goin anywhere..u’d have to kill me if u wnt to get rid of me cs am gna stick to u lyk glue” tears rolled dwn my checks as he sed these wrds..i felt fulfilled, happy nd complete. (fyi  I stil tnk yhr story is beta dan mine…am jealous…il go cry smwher..buh I hpe u lykd it tho..i wannid smtn quite realistic..snc we bth tlk bout wrking ds hols nd snc u r away..ds came to me..nd js so u knw..av really misd u)